Ryybyn’s self-loathing and the corruption from the Shard of Ragnaxxa turned Ryybyn’s soul into a Reaver, a malevolent spirit that constantly hungers for the essence of other souls. Which just drove them to think that they were right to loathe theirself – such a horrible entity could never deserve love, certainly not that of their friends, romances, or the god they abandoned, Aleksandyr.